my baby. he's hot. damn. okayy, i know he's younger than me. i'm not a pedo, okay. hahahaha

My heart is calm right now. Like the sea. Peace can be seen. I feel like i'm home, when i see you.

You're my sunshine after the rain. You're the cure against my fear and my pain. 'Cause i'm losing my mind when you're not around. It's all..it's all because of you.


Walaupun fikiran mu keliru. Ku sedar apa yang berlaku. Namun ku tetap menyintaimu jadi pulanglah kepadaku.


It's the same old team since 1916. In your head, in your head, they're still fighting. With their tanks and their bombs and their bombs and their guns. In your head, in your head, they are dying. In your head, in your head. Zombie.. Zombie.. Zombie eh eh eh eh.. What's in your head, in your head. Zombie.. Zombie.. Zombie eh eh eh eh..


Now baby girl there ain't nuthin more that i can say. You know by now i want it more than anythin. If i walk away and just let you leave. You'll be stuck in my head like a melody.


Ooh, baby don't you know i suffer. Ooh, baby can you hear me moan. You caught me under false pretenses. How long before you let me go. You set my soul alight. You set my soul alight. Glaciers melting in the dead of night and the superstar sucked into the supermassive. Glaciers melting in the dead of night and the superstar sucked into the supermassive.


When the cops closed the fair. I cut my long baby hair. Stole me a dog eared map. Guard for you everywhere. Now i've found you, flightless bird. Jealous, weeping or lost you, american mouth.


I'll never let this go. But i can't find the words to tell you. I don't wanna be alone. But now i feel like i don't know you..


The situation got out of hand. I hope you understand. It could happen to..anyone of us, anyone you think of. Anyone can fall, anyone can hurt someone they love. Hearts will break. 'cause i made a stupid mistake. It could happen to..anyone of us, say you will forgive me. Anyone can fail, say you will believe me. I can't take my heart will break. 'cause i've made a stupid mistake.


Lupakan..diriku.. Kerna kau terlalu indah buat ku. Pergilah sayangku. Ku pasti, kita takkan dapat bersama.


But if i be gone tomorrow. Would you know how deep my love goes? Have i ever told you, you're the one. If the words don't come my way. I hope it still know. I hope it still show. If the words don't come my way, i hope you still know what my heart wants to say.


So if you're askin' me i want you to know. When my time comes. Forget the wrong that i've done. Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed. Don't resent me and when you're feeling empty. Keep me in your memory. Leave out all the rest.


Still i wonder why it is. I don't argue like this with anyone but you. We do it all the time. Blowing out of my mind.



'Cause you know that baby i. I'm your biggest fan, i'll follow you until you love me. Papa, paparazzi. Baby there's no other superstar. You know that i'll be. Your papa, paparazzi.


All i ever wanted was you. I wanna take you away. I got a little house where we can stay. I wanna make you my own. If you don't try, you'll never know. 'cause i could be the love of your life. Until you make up your mind, i'm gonna spend my time thinking of you.


I need to know. Why we don't trust them. Explain to me. This conspiracy against me. Tell me how, i lost my power.


I never thought i'd hear myself say. Ya'll gon ahead, i think i'm gonna kick it with my girl today. I used to be commander and chief of my pimp ship flying high. 'til i met this pretty little missle, that shot me out the sky. Hey, till now i'm crashing. Don't know how it happen but i know it feels so damn good. Said if i could go back and make it happen faster. Don't you know i would baby if i could. Miss independent. The lord never too much. She helpin' me pull it. She shot the bullet that ended that life. I swear to you the pimp in me just died tonight.


No more dreaming about tomorrow. Forget the lonliness and the sorrow. I've gotta say, it's all because of you and now we're back together. I wanna show you my heart is oh, so true. And all the love i have is especially for you.


Somewhere in my secret heart. I know, love will find a way. Anywhere i go, i'm home if you are there beside me. And dark, turning into day. Somehow we'll come through. Now that i found you, love will find a way.


Little did i know. That you were romeo. You were throwing pebbles and my daddy said stay away from juliet. I was crying on the staircase begging you please don't go. And i said, romeo take me somewhere we can be alone. I'll be waiting. All there's left to do is run. You'll be the prince and i'll be the princess. It's a love story baby just say yes.


She wears high heels. I wear sneakers. She's cheer captain and i'm on the bleachers. Dreaming bout the day when you wake up and find out what you're looking for has been here the whole time. If you can see that i'm the one who understands you. Been here all along. So why can't you see. You belong with me.


- okayy, i don't know what to post. So i just listen to some songs and wrote some stuffs. And pop! There you go. Just for the sake of an update. 0:)

This song, reminds me of you. You wanna know why? Because there was a time when i heard you banging your drumsticks on your drums. You played this song. I was around your neighbourhood at that time and eventhough it wasn't very clear in my ear, but the way you played your drums, it seems clear in my heart and it stays there until now. Sometimes, i deny the fact that i like you or get jealous easily whenever i see you talking, laughing your head off with some girls. They, my friends, are correct tho'. I am indenial. But, sometimes, i don't feel that way, as long as you're still single, i feel safe and quite relieved that you haven't got someone special yet. I want to search for the key to your heart. I don't care if it takes my whole life. I'm not crazy or anything. It's just that, i can't think of any way, how to express my feelings about you. I'm only human. And for your information, it's been 4 months, more or less, i have this feeling building up inside me. Everyday, it's like a fire, burning up, more and more brighter. I never thought that i'd be in love like this. When i look at you, my mind goes on a trip. I don't know whether this is just temporary or permanent. But i hope it stays and i hope you are my true love. I know all these stuffs are bullshits but i will try my best and i won't give up.
North, East, South, West. All i can see is you, everywhere i go. I can't breathe easily, too many sleepless nights lately and it's all because of you. I don't blame you for this but i blame you for leaving your shadow in my heart. All i can think right now, is you. I miss you. So much. Whenever i miss you, i listen to the songs you love and go through pictures of you. There are many things that i would like to say to you but i don't know how. I don't know how to start a conversation with you. And you know, those times, when i'm with you, my mouth kept shut. Seems like i can't talk in front of you. It was like i get struck by you instead of lightning. Save me from all this shit.
I think i love you..or not.. Is this just a crush? I don't want it to be just a crush. Eventhough it's just a crush, i assure you, this crush will never leave my heart. It won't go away. Believe me. I wonder why, though.
Anyway, i think i'm gonna go now. I guess eventhough i blogged about my feelings for you, it won't lessen my thoughts of you.
Goodnight, i miss youu and i hope to see you soon, hka.
Hearts to you.
P/s:I want to hear you and your drums, together as one. :)

Labels: Hearts.

Every countless dreams, nothing has changed. I always think about you and it's the only thing i can do. Months roll by but you're still on my mind. I just can't seem to let you go. I need to let you know that each and everyday makes my heart beat fast. I'm afraid that i'll forget how to breathe. Every step you take and every move you make, i don't know why i get so nervous and weak. You're all i wanted, i think. Well, someday i might have the strength to unfold my secretive soul but will you be able accept my heart? That's the question and i hope i won't be disappointed to hear the answer. But i keep on feeling a rejection. Damn.. My emotions gave me the feelings to keep my confession inside.
I know you only think of me as a stranger. I want you as something more. I mean more than just a friend. I want to convince your heart to open your closed door but i guess it's impossible. Tears run down my cheek as i fall down on my knees. I cried endlessly at night because i'm too scared that you'd say goodbye. How can i make you see? You're my cloud up in the sky, i hear your voices around me. When my hope is gone, i always felt you right next to me. No matter how far you are from me, it feels so close. I hope one day, my days will be bright as the sun and i know i'll survive so, i just have to put my trust beyond the sky.

For now, all i can do is wait. :)

Labels: Hearts

You're a falling star, you're the get away car.
You're the line in the sand when I go too far.
You're the swimming pool, on an August day.
And you're the perfect thing to say.

And you play it coy but it's kinda cute.
Ah, when you smile at me you know exactly what you do.
Baby don't pretend that you don't know it's true.
'cause you can see it when I look at you.

[Chorus:]
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, you make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.

You're a carousel, you're a wishing well,
And you light me up, when you ring my bell.
You're a mystery, you're from outer space,
You're every minute of my everyday.

And I can't believe, uh that I'm your man,
And I get to kiss you baby just because I can.
Whatever comes our way, ah we'll see it through,
And you know that's what our love can do.

[Chorus]

So, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
So, la, la, la, la, la, la, la

[Chorus:]
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, you make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.
You're every song, and I sing along.
'Cause you're my everything.
Yeah, yeah

So, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
So, la, la, la, la, la, la, la

-by Michael Buble

Labels: Hearts